OBD - Obsessive Beating Disorder
I beat myself up, sometimes for hours or days, over mistakes. If I offend someone I can feel bad for an excessive amount of time. I relive it, rethink it. Then I consider ways I could have done it different. Should I do something to fix it? Do I need to be extra kind now and apologize numerous times?
I'd love the day to come that I:
- can admit I am wrong
- say I'm sorry
- make restitution if necessary
- move on
OFD - Obsessive Forgiveness Disorder
I want this!
|My hike at Zion National Park. We had hikes hours to get here, up steep slopes and cliff edges.|
It was worth the journey - just very hard to get there.