I have been going through a lot lately. I can't even attempt to write it all down, but basically, I am learning to find joy not in things I thought I wanted to do, but in the little, everyday things that happen to me and around me.
I am giving up some of my own personal desires, that I don't see happening, and giving my all to the desires that are manifesting.
It is not a bad thing, it is reality. I believe we all have to be able to enjoy the day and life we have and not continually be discontent and push off today's happiness allotment for the day for when we think we have everything we need.